Sunday, June 24, 2012

She and he?

She lived in small country city,
she spent her days on the grass sitting.
She didn't think about boys or partys,
she wanted to go school and be a part of it.

He came along and she fell in love,
he made a joke and made her laugh.

They were together month and a half,
he was more than she ever had.

One day, they found out, she's gonna have a baby,
and her school plans are over maybe,
She took awhile and cought a breath,
she decided to keep, and he had left.
She was alone in this darkness side,
she believed when he lied,
he loved the feeling, but never the girl,
she wasn't seeing, and now she's alone in this world.

Baby was fine, and she got over,
she decided to be never a loner, again.

They lived together and got this trough,
well, I guess happy single moms are true.
Life was rough, but she was tough,
and never gave up, on this beautiful life.

Other day, a boy came up,
and love feelings came up in her,
She didn't know how that would go,
but she gave the best that she could know.

They fell in love, like the time before,
she believed he's lies like the time before.
and even the mistake was like the time before.

He couldn't handle this,
but oh, how she wished.

The problem was baby, all over again.
even when baby was older then.
He decided to dump her months later,
kinda feeling he's secretly a baby-hater.

She got hurt, well, that's what I heard.
She's blaming him, and he's angry with this,
but it's what you get, when you act like dick.

he got what he deserved,
that wasn't dis-earned.

Next time, pick a girl not a women,
to prevent the loss you made yourself.

HATERS!

Welcome to the club of hating people, all we do is avoinding people, soon you'll be like us as people, who turn their backs on a hundred people. communication is hard for us, cus everyone in this club has something about us. We have forgotten all our mates, but well, we have those who share our hates.
Come on and hate with me.
Come on and hide your fear,
Come on and make your life,
even worser than it was before.

hate, hate, hate, is all we need,
hate, hate hate makes love dissapear.

Sunday, June 10, 2012

f.

You make me happy,
You make me sad.
You can change everything I have.

You can take me up,
like I'm something everybody's not.
and take me down.
if that were allowed.

On my own I'm something strong,
but I'm invincible when you are around.

You make me something strange,
You make my mood being changed.
like I'm some radio station.

You don't believe how I feel,
what else you need to see?
Isn't that enough,
do you have to be all that you are not?

You are beautiful right now, like this.
If I had one wish, I would waiste it on you.
So, maybe you could see, how you look to me.
Without all those meaningless stupid things,
that are taking away from you your wings.
So even if you can't fly in real,
you can fly in your dreams.

I couldn't love you more..
things i love you for,
are the smallest, but the most meaningful.
So, don't be scared, you are not small,
but you are small enough to be strong.
and big enough to be wrong.

You make me happy every day,
in every different ways.

The one thing my mouth says,
is that without you I'm scared.

I'm not gonna say I need you.
Because I could do without you,
but I wouldn't be fully happy,
I need you to keep me good,
to stand by me
and feel ourselves like in childhood.

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

..

I promised myself not to cry anymore.
So, why I feel so sore?
I promised this is the last time.
but I've crossed the line so many times, before.
I don't know how I can handle this anymore.
I promised myself that I'm strong.
but why I feel tears falling so easily?

You are everything but nice,
How can you do this?
You are everything but Whole,
How can you prove this?

You have broken me so many times,
and I've no words to tell you twice.
I'm leaving now.

I've tried to stay away from this,
but you are dragged me in like I supposed to care,
you make me feel,
like i'm some puppet, who walks down your road.
Who do you think you are, some kind of superstar?

ooooooh, I'm broken,
could anyone help me?
ooooooh, I'm broken,

Are you satisfied, what are you seeing now?
Did it makes you happy, to see me down?
Do you think life is some game,
you can play with me again and again?

Do you think you are the only one,
So you do everyhing cause you can?

You're so wisted mind little motherfucker,
You're everything with your alco-trunker.

So, you can stay there and watch me,
while i'm leaving out from your phatetic life.

I'm so done, I'm so over this,
jeah I'm crying, but i'm not staying.
No way, this time you don't get your way.
This is about me now, and you'll be thinking how,
you could let me out.

So, when you'll see some sober days,
think about me, cause it's the only thing you can do with me.
if You never see me,
Would you regret it?

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

oh jah, oh well.

   ***
Every time I say I'm done.
I'm falling too deep and i can't find the way out
I'm always on my own, even if you are here.
Please, promise me, you will never leave.
I need you here, cause i'm way too deep,
I want to be alone, I can't be around anyone.
but all I really need is someone next to me.
Who understands, who wants me there,
who listens and doesn't dissagrees.
Who feels, but doesn't see.
ooohh, I need you here.

I feel you, I need you, I breath you,
cause without you I feel there is no air.
You are my oxygen, my understand,
without you I feel lost.



***
 As long as we are not good enough
 and we know that but don't want to face that,
 we'll be criticizing the betters.



***   
Ilma sinuta beibi, ma justkui murduksin veidi,
Sest sina saad, sest sina suudad mu maailma muuta.
Just sina teed kõik nii, et see enam ei loe,
mis oli enne ja tuleb pärast...
( sassi läks. :D  )

Sunday, June 3, 2012

3 Doors Down + .


It doesn't matter how you're going through life,
it matters who's going with you.
and if you feel you are all by yourself,
take a look by your side and you find me there.

I'm always by your side, no matter what,
I'm always believing in you, even if you cannot.

***
Ma püüan sind leida,
ära end mu eest peida.
see võib ju raske näida,
kuid ega ma teistpidist väida.

Sa tulid ja jäid,
nii imeilus näid,
kuid süda pole hea,
ei ma end lahti sest vea.
Tegin vea, ja maksin ma,
tulid ja läksid ja lahti lasid sa.

End lahti mu käest,
ma püüdsin kõigest väest,
sind hoida endale,
mu käte vahele, kindlale.

sa tulid ja läksid,
siia mu jätsid,
sa tulid ja läksid,
mu pisaratega katsid.
Sa tuled ja lähed,
kui taevased tähed.
Sa tuled ja ei jää.
oh, miks sa ei näe.
Su halba külge ma,
miks pead sa seda varjama.

Ma vajan sind siin,
ära mu unistust vii.
Ma vajan sind endaga,
oma unistustes elan ma.

(pole ammu eesti keeles teinud - nüüd näen miks)'

***
One dinosaur on your blog,
thinking why she can't be dog,
she has little crush on you,
hoping you will like her too.